I HATE That This is so Convicting!

Pastor Scotty Smith is the founding pastor of Christ Community Church in Franklin, TN.  His daily blog is a prayer I receive on my newly acquired "smart" phone (as opposed to the "dumb" phone I had in Italy!).  This is today's prayer

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A Prayer for Those of Us Easily Annoyed

"Fools show their annoyance at once, but the prudent overlook an insult."  Prov. 12:16

Jesus, of all the prayer-worthy things I can think of, “annoyance” has never made it onto my supplication list, until now. Through the convicting work of your Spirit, I see and grieve that I’m way too easily annoyed. Free my foolish, fretful, fitful spirit. How can I possibly reveal the beauty of the gospel when I’m showcasing the ugly of my annoyance? Have mercy on me, Lord, and change my arrogant heart.

I’m annoyed by the guy who races me when two lanes are becoming one. I’m annoyed when the bar code reading machines in the self-checkout lanes can’t read my items. I’m annoyed when the gas pump trickles way too slowly. I’m annoyed by waiters who fish for a bigger tip. I’m annoyed by fish that won’t bite. I’m annoyed by humidity when I want to jog. I’m annoyed when I can’t get a wifi signal. I’m annoyed when I take my dogs for a walk and every three steps they stop and sniff.

I’m annoyed by low talkers and loud talkers. I’m annoyed at people easily annoyed. I’m annoyed when there’s not enough milk for a late-night bowl of cereal. I’m annoyed when I have to repeat myself. I’m annoyed at whiners, so much that I start whining. I’m annoyed at people preening in front of mirrors at the YMCA, as though I never peek. I’m annoyed when people use too many and too big of words to say something very simple, as though that’s not me.

I’m annoyed at ever having to wait in line for anything. I’m annoyed by people who turn up the three sub-woofers in their car so loud it vibrates my car at an intersection. I’m annoyed by anything breaking before it should. I’m annoyed at any box that has the words “requires some assembly” written on it. Oh, Jesus, if only those were the only things that annoyed me!

My prayer? Gentle my heart with your kindness and grace. Grant me much quicker repentances. Help me to slow . . . way . . . down. Help me to live in the moment and not simply live to get somewhere on time or get something done. Let me see people with your eyes and respond to them with your heart. There are no ordinary people around me. Everybody matters. Everybody has stories of heartache, foolishness, fear, and longing, just like me. Jesus, thank you that you died for all of my sins, including my “annoyability.” I love being loved by you. I have no greater hope than knowing one day I will love like you love. So very Amen, I pray in your gracious and patient name. Amen.

Evangelism @ 35,000 Feet

So teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom
Psalm 90:12

Walk in wisdom toward outsiders, making the best use of the time
Colossians 4:5

The flight from Portland to OC was not full. My usual back-of-the-plane-on-the-aisle seat was screaming, “Nap”! Exhausted, my bobbing eyelids were ready to settle in the down position when I heard, “Are you a good talker?” Stunned into wakefulness, I saw the young woman’s hand stretched out to shake mine.

Admittedly, my first thought was fleshly, as my body really, really didn’t want to exert the effort of conversation.

“Yes, I am”, escaped from my mouth, as more of a question than a statement, as I reached for her hand of greeting. As I stood to allow her to get to her window seat, it was obvious she had been drinking.

“I’m just really nervous and afraid to die. Can you help me? Can you talk to me?”, was her desperate plea. Let’s call this young woman Frieda.

Holy Spirit, please fill me again to do Your bidding in this conversation, was my quick but ardent prayer.

Long story short, our conversation went ‘round and ‘round as we discussed her “goodness”, God’s grace, sin, love, judgment, heaven, hell, etc. No matter how many times I tried to convince Frieda that her “goodness” wasn’t the point – that she needed perfection – she kept coming back to how good she was compared to others she knew. Frieda was also weeping uncontrollably and speaking very loudly, as ethanol took control of her brain.

As I looked into her glazed eyes, I recalled a couple of Scriptures from 1 Cor. 1 and 2:

“For the word of the cross is folly to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God.” 1 Cor. 1:18

and

“The natural person does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned.” 1 Cor. 2:14

No matter how many times I stuck to the essence of the Gospel:

Substitution - Jesus’ death on the cross satisfies the wrath of God for all those who would place their trust in Him

and

Imputation - Jesus imputes (or, gives) His righteousness to all those who would place their trust in Him…

Frieda kept insisting on her “goodness” as meritorious of heaven.

The things of the Gospel are spiritually discerned, writes the inspired Paul. Unless and until the Holy Spirit enables spiritual discernment, the Gospel is folly. This fact does not release us from trying to persuade (2 Cor. 5:11) for the Gospel.

Finally, near the end of our flight, Frieda asked quite loudly with tears (i.e., so everyone within 5-6 rows could easily hear her), “So, what you’re saying is, if I don’t turn from my current lifestyle and believe/receive that Jesus died for my sins, I’m going to hell?”

“No, Freida, that what Jesus is saying, and he’s God.”

I reviewed these verses with her:

Jesus said to him, "I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” John 14:6

“And there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved." Peter in Acts 4:12

Please pray with me that Frieda will receive the materials I’ll get to her through a mutual friend (small world), and actually read/view them. Pray also that the Words of God do their soul piercing work (Heb. 4:12).

Also, I WOULD LOVE to hear your stories of personal evangelism! If you have a chance, jot a comment here, or if you prefer privacy, email a story of two to me. I’m certain others would be helped to hear other stories of Christ’s ambassadors making God’s appeal for reconciliation (2 Cor. 5:20).

Pressing on, together for the Gospel,

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