BWANA ASIFIWE!
This is the way many Kenyans start speaking to a
group of people. Meaning, “Praise the
Lord”. And there truly are so many reasons to praise Him!
A couple months ago I was writing a letter to many
of you in anticipation for a month long journey to Kenya. I had little to no expectations, and barely
had any idea of what I would be doing. Well,
that month of my life is behind me now. It’s
crazy to think about, and hard to believe, but it’s true… I did that anticipated
month, and it did change my
life….forever!
In my last letter, I wrote about how God changed my
life in an instant when He drew me to Himself in salvation. He continues to
change me, little-by-little, as the years go on.
Well, He changed my life again on my month-long
endeavor to East Africa.
It’s hard to know even where to begin in writing an
“update” or “recap”. There are so many
aspects of this mission that written words could not even capture. But, here I go, attempting to put it into
words (which, mind you, is not my strong suit!). Basically, I am going to share exactly what’s
on my heart and see where it takes us…
Because I know there any many people who like numbers,
I will start there. The entire team that went to East Africa consisted of about
50 people and 4 teams. There were two teams that stayed in Kenya (including my
team) and then 1 team went to Uganda and 1 team went to Tanzania. Our first and
last weeks were spent in Nairobi all together.
In about 3-1/2 weeks we were able to speak to over 43,000 high schoolers
and over 9,000 of them indicated to receive Christ! Bwana Asifiwe! We worked with Kenyan staff and volunteers who
are continuing on with follow up and discipleship with those students!
What we did to get into the student’s lives, was go
to their high schools, and do a program. We did the same program for every
school, except for when we had to cut things out because of time. Let’s just say Kenyan time and American time
are very different. We learned to be
flexible, or “flex” as we called it. The program consisted of talks and skits
having to do with academics, relationships (with authority and opposite sex),
and drugs, alcohol, and negative media. We then, of course, shared the Gospel and a
student’s testimony! At the end of the
Gospel presentation we would pray and allow the students to pray with us to
receive Christ. When the program was over, we would have one on one time with
the students. (sometimes, more like one on 30 time!) This was my favorite part. I so enjoyed speaking with the students and
seeing their lives change in front of my eyes. And, of course, see God use all of our own
personal lives to effect theirs.
As many of you know, our good family friend, Laurie
Anderson, passed away at the end of June, which was only a few days after I got
to Kenya. It was, and still is, one of the hardest things I have ever experienced.
The way God used that in my life and others lives while I was there was
incredible. From Him giving me peace
about staying there, to being able to add aspects of the situation to my
personal testimony that I shared in front of the students, to God giving me the
strength to make it day-to-day, and having an incredible support system of the
body of Christ. Students were coming and
asking questions that I could better answer because of what I was going
through. God was being everything I needed Him to be.
Someone asked me recently if Laurie’s dying while I
was in Kenya affected my trip. It
certainly did, in an unexplainable, but understandable way. I know death is not
something that we like to talk about but it was/is such an important part of
what God did/is doing in my life. There
are so many stories that I would be happy to tell to you personally, but just
share the fact that God showed up in my life in ways I would have otherwise
never experienced. He showed up over and
over again to be the exact Person I needed.
He was my love, my joy, my strength. My everything. He showed me His faithfulness in unbelievable
ways, and I am thankful.
I fell in love with not only people, but also a part
of the world. Who knew my heart could
get stolen so quickly?! I know some of
you followed me on instagram or facebook while I was gone and saw some of my
updates and photos, and that’s a glimpse of the impact the people and the
country had on me. I really did have unexplainable love for every person I came
across. And by unexplainable, I mean
solely and completely from the Lord. His
love is incredible, beyond my comprehension, but it certainly is not beyond Him
to freely give it to us to give others. And I experienced that! As I look back on the places we went and the
people we saw, I see how dirty things are in comparison to our life styles, how
dirty and sick the kids were that we loved on. But I didn’t even notice at the time! All I wanted to do was hug and kiss those kids
with snot running down their faces and mud forever stained on their bodies and
clothes. I wanted to give them the love
and affection they so deeply craved. I
didn’t see dirtiness or a “lesser” people; I saw something that I loved so
deeply that I knew it could only be Christ’s love.
Not that there weren’t times of pain, and
heartbreak, and hurt. Not that there
weren’t difficult times on this project. There definitely were. But God was there for those times too. He
placed me with an incredible team that lived out Romans 12, and a roommate that
I couldn’t be more thankful for (that sadly lives in Ohio. Our whole team is
scattered around the U.S.). The Kenyan
staff and volunteers we worked with also captured my heart in a moment and I
will miss them continuously until the next time I get to see them!
God did a great work during my month is Kenya, and
is continuing to do a great work there…and here. He is so faithful. I want to encourage each one of you in that. Never doubt His power. Never grow tired of
doing good. God will show up, He will be
what you need. We need only to be still
and allow Him to use us!
I eagerly await the next time I get to go back to
Kenya, and maybe other parts of East Africa, but until then, it is forever in
my heart. Kenya is now a part of me, and I thank God for that! I thank Him, too, for those of you who gave to and prayed for my life-changing month in Kenya!
All my love,
Grace